In our last study, Peter began enumerating the degeneration
that occurs, even within a “spiritual leader” when once the concept of “self”
is introduced into the process of our salvation. It begins with pride; perhaps pride in the
idea that “we” alone have found some nugget of truth in an interpretation of
prophecy or scripture, and therefore all others are by definition … wrong. Instead of attributing the cost of our
salvation to Jesus Christ alone, we begin to assume that our own efforts matter
as well. We begin to think that perhaps through
study and dedication, we can fix some portion of ourselves, and simply leave
the remainder that is broken to Christ.
Instead of success, we only prolong failure, but in the stubbornness of
our pride, we cling to our ideas that “we” too, must have some measure of
control in the process of our salvation.
Holding on to the value of self in our religion, we begin to tailor our
worship services to be pleasing to us.
We begin to confine the notion of family to those only of blood or
marital relations and when once marriage is discarded, those former soul-mates
are cast to the winds. None of these
end-states were envisioned when once we started down the slippery slopes of
self or pride. Lucifer could not imagine
killing God when he merely pondered the idea of loving himself instead of
others, even if only for the briefest of time.
But degeneration is the nature of sin.
The insidious doctrine of Satan must not be wholly in error,
or else it would be discovered and eliminated quickly. So even the teachings of Satan must include some
measure of truth. For Christians, this
measure of truth could rely upon the concept of forgiveness. Forgiveness, is the Christian’s “get out of
jail free” card. There is an unlimited
supply of forgiveness. There are no
limits to the sins it will cover, everything from the serial rape and murder of
children, to little white lies.
Forgiveness erases it all.
Forgiveness allows us to be “saved” with a clean slate, a complete
do-over, a white-out of the sins of our past.
Without it we could never begin a face to face relationship with
God. For whatever reason, God never
seems to hold forgiveness back from us, whether we commit sin knowing full well
in advance what we were doing, or just stumbling in on it by accident.
So Satan does not attempt to destroy the idea of
forgiveness, instead he amplifies it. He
makes forgiveness the “king” of Christian doctrine and philosophy … to the
exclusion of any further thoughts on the subject. By leveraging forgiveness, we can effectively
remain in our sins, content with “who” we are.
We can come to believe that “God understands our weaknesses” and
therefore invented forgiveness in order to keep loving us. We begin to tell ourselves, that what we do
must actually be God’s fault because He made us this way. So in reality forgiveness is something He
owes us, in order to keep up His end of the justice equation. Over time, we come to believe that
forgiveness is automatic, we don’t need to ask for it every time, because God
“knows our hearts” and provided forgiveness in advance for every deed we will
ever do. And at some point, we decide
the value of forgiveness is just not that great, so whether God grants it or
not, becomes much less important to us.
Apparently God wants us to “enjoy life” and has provided forgiveness as
our Christian reset button when life comes to an end.
For those who have embraced the idea that “self” plays a
role in our salvation process, it is VERY easy to fall into this thinking on
the topic of forgiveness. For having
embraced the notion of “self” in salvation, our failure to find perfection, to
avoid the desire for sin, goes away. We
find we want sin as much as we ever did.
No measure of self-discipline or self-control ever eliminates the desire
to sin; at best it eliminates the actions of sin. In our hearts, we remain with longing for the
forbidden. In our hearts, our lust
consumes our thoughts, and we enact (if only in our minds) the object of sin
over and over again. This process
repeats until at some point, our actions follow our desires, and down into sin
we plunge. Our guilt may drive us back
to forgiveness, perhaps because some relative or friend still enlists God’s
intervention on our behalf even though we no longer want Him ourselves. Perhaps He gladly answers their prayers for
us, since we keep telling Him “no”. But
forgiveness only wipes our slate clean. It does not transform what we “want” to do
again and again.
This is why Satan ONLY amplifies forgiveness. He hopes that in our repeated failure and
degeneration over time, we will come to a point where we no longer even care
about it. He hopes that the sins of the
flesh will so overwhelm us; that the gratification of self will so consume us
and warp our desires, that nothing will provide an allure to return to God and
his path of self-denial (translate unhappiness). And Satan is VERY successful at luring
“backsliders” out of the church through this path. He is even MORE successful creating hypocrites
that remain in the pews, content to sin, and cast stones at others. All of us denying the central core tenant of
salvation that would free us from this course of perpetuated pain and slow
torturous death. The truth that “we”
have NOTHING to do with our salvation, that Jesus Christ alone purchased us
with His blood, and through our submission of our will to Him, He re-creates
“new” desires in us, eliminating the sins we were once so bound to and enslaved
by. The power of transformation is LOST
on those who continue to insert self into salvation. This was Peter’s greatest fear. And he wanted to make sure we all knew where
it would lead.
So he begins in his second letter to the church in chapter 2
and verse 10 saying … “But chiefly them that walk after the flesh in the lust
of uncleanness, and despise government. Presumptuous are they, selfwilled, they
are not afraid to speak evil of dignities.”
The men to which Peter refers are not just members of a church, or babes
in the faith. They are spiritual
leaders, they are false teachers, they do not just commit these sins, they advocate
them to others. They assert their
independence and their individuality and despise unity and conformity. They misuse their unique perspective of Jesus
to assert there is no other. And they
despise both correction, and transformation, as they have come to accept
themselves for “who” they are. The
repeated failures of self to perfect them, have led them to the idea that
perfection is simply not possible. And
since perfection is impossible, it must not be required. They never for a second believe that
perfection might be possible, if they gave up on the idea of having “self”
achieve it.
Peter continues in verse 11 … “Whereas angels, which are
greater in power and might, bring not railing accusation against them before
the Lord. [verse 12] But these, as natural brute beasts, made to be taken and
destroyed, speak evil of the things that they understand not; and shall utterly
perish in their own corruption;” Peter
is astounded at how far a corrupt spiritual leader can fall. One who should know the truth and the power
of transformation instead after relying upon self, offers criticism of things
they do not understand at all. Even
fallen angels do not rail as these “brute beasts” of men do. They march like cattle to the slaughter
understanding not the effect of evil upon the soul and warping of the
mind. They lack transformation, and
begin to de-value both forgiveness and grace, and in so doing they insure their
destruction, running from the only source that would otherwise save them.
Peter continues in verse 13 … “And shall receive the reward
of unrighteousness, as they that count it pleasure to riot in the day time.
Spots they are and blemishes, sporting themselves with their own deceivings
while they feast with you;” These false
religious leaders are not timid, shy, or ashamed. They are bold, arrogant, and desire to be the
center of attention. They insert
themselves in the lives of believers.
They sin in heart and deed, and are “content” to do so. Yet they feast with the saints, spreading
their heresy, and hoping to have others join in their behavior as if in some
way validating what they do. But they
remain a cancer on the body of Christ because they will not see past
themselves.
Peter continues in verse 14 … “Having eyes full of adultery,
and that cannot cease from sin; beguiling unstable souls: an heart they have
exercised with covetous practices; cursed children:” Here is one of the saddest warnings in all of
scripture. Having “eyes” full of
adultery; literally everything we see inspires in us only the desire to gratify
self. It is not the banner ads of
scantily clad women selling perfume or cars on the roadside that inspire lust
in us. It is our own natural inclination
that does so. It is not the
preponderance of sex on TV, and in every form of media, that causes us to
lust. Our lust merely feeds on these
things. If they did not exist, we would
find other ways to feed. And in this
counsel is laid base the NATURE OF ADDICTION.
Our eyes are so full of adultery, that we … “cannot cease from
sin”. Cannot. Not “will not”. We are unable to stop sinning, in mind,
heart, or deed. This is not about sin as
some choice we make. This is about sin
being “who” we are. This is about the
core of us being the very thing that needs to be remade by Christ, lest we
remain enslaved to this kind of thinking.
Sin is NOT something we free ourselves from. Sin is NOT something we can cease from
committing by simply not allowing ourselves to “actually” commit adultery. Adultery happens repeatedly in our minds, in
our thoughts, in our fantasies, before it happens in our flesh. We sow the seeds of it long before we reap
the harvest. It is the desire to sin
that must be altered, if the deeds that follow are to ever stop occurring. If the desire remains in us to sin, we will
sin. And most unfortunately, those
accursed children who have rejected the transformation that Jesus Christ longs
to give us, are not content to keep their sins confined to their minds, hearts,
and thoughts; they must find expression with another person. They work to “beguile” unstable souls. How many a pastor or counselor has taken
advantage of the weakness of a supplicant struggling against the desire to sin,
to commit that very sin with them? How
often has a spiritual leader used the lure of God, to attempt to lure another
soul into actions neither should take?
These false teachers preach self-indulgence combined with forgiveness,
and advocate abandon to selfish desires, instead of to Jesus Christ to be
remade.
Peter continues in verse 15 … “Which have forsaken the right
way, and are gone astray, following the way of Balaam the son of Bosor, who
loved the wages of unrighteousness; [verse 16] But was rebuked for his
iniquity: the dumb ass speaking with man's voice forbad the madness of the
prophet.” These spiritual leaders and
false teachers have completely abandoned allowing Christ to remake them. Instead they would use the supernatural
powers of Satan in their ministry. They
crave money, fame, admiration, way more than they ever craved the humility of
service found in the true ministry of Christ.
But God is not unaware of their actions and intentions. He is not willing to abandon His sheep in His
flock. And He does intervene from time
to time to supernaturally interfere when Satan attempts to use his own power to
destroy the flock of God.
Peter continues beginning in verse 17 … “These are wells
without water, clouds that are carried with a tempest; to whom the mist of
darkness is reserved for ever. [verse 18] For when they speak great swelling
words of vanity, they allure through the lusts of the flesh, through much
wantonness, those that were clean escaped from them who live in error. [verse 19]
While they promise them liberty, they themselves are the servants of
corruption: for of whom a man is overcome, of the same is he brought in
bondage.” These are “wells without
water”. They look like a place of
refreshing in a dry desert, but they have NOTHING to offer, but further
thirst. These pastors, conference
leaders, evangelists, or neighbors in the pew, can all TALK about salvation,
but none have experienced it yet. They
speak with great swelling words of vanity, meaning they exalt their positions,
their knowledge of scripture, their time with the Lord. But none know what it means to really be
saved, to really be made free from sin, any sin. Their base desires remain within them, and
are a constant focus of self-gratification on any level. So they preach forgiveness and the liberty
that comes with a clean slate, having no idea how to change the underlying
desire for sin. They are servants of
corruption, inspiring others to join them in bondage to self, allowing none to
escape the notion of “self” inserted in our salvation.
Peter concludes, starting in verse 20 … “For if after they
have escaped the pollutions of the world through the knowledge of the Lord and
Saviour Jesus Christ, they are again entangled therein, and overcome, the
latter end is worse with them than the beginning. [verse 21] For it had been
better for them not to have known the way of righteousness, than, after they
have known it, to turn from the holy commandment delivered unto them. [verse 22]
But it is happened unto them according to the true proverb, The dog is turned
to his own vomit again; and the sow that was washed to her wallowing in the mire.” Again Peter introduces the concept that it IS
possible to fall from grace. Even
spiritual leaders who perhaps at one time knew what it was like to be made free
from the grip of sin, have instead of furthering their surrender to Christ,
taken back a measure of “control”. They
have allowed the idea of “self” back into the process of salvation.
Perhaps they reasoned that God would free them from the
“big” sins, and they would work on the “little” ones. Perhaps they reasoned that God would only
free them from sins once or twice, not every time. Perhaps they came to believe that it was
never really God who freed them, but through their devotion and study, it was
actually their own dedication that saw that sin go away. It does not really matter how they came to
deny the power of Jesus Christ in their original transformation, only that they
did deny it. It does not matter why they
stopped surrendering their will to Jesus Christ, only that they did stop
surrendering, trusting to self, and common sense, and will power, instead of to
Christ alone. Having tasted only briefly
of the freedom of salvation, must be devastating when it is fully lost. The end-state even a worse form of torture
for them than never knowing it at all.
For now, they know it is possible, but no longer possible for them. A dog returning to his vomit, the thing that
should most repulse him – a pig returning to their own poo and mud that should
most repulse any creature – yet both find “happiness” in this pit of
despair. More accurately, both are bound
to seeing this pit of disgust, as a pinnacle to rise to.
This is the level of perversion that will occur in the mind
of even a spiritual leader who relies upon self in the process of
salvation. They will not simply die
alone in their sins, they will work avidly to have others join them. They will not simply withdraw from the
membership of the body of Christ, they will instead assert leadership in that
body, and attempt to destroy from within what should have been preserved. They will seek the company of saints, if only
to corrupt them. They will preach
forgiveness because this is the part of the process they understand. But they will never preach transformation because
this is the part of the process that “self” keeps them from experiencing. They will preach the need for “good works”
but never understand the motives that would drive them. They will preach adherence to the Law of God,
but never understand how to be in harmony with that Law. The best doctrines of Satan have a measure of
truth within them. The fostering of
guilt within the church does nothing to purify it. The knowledge of committing sin is not the
same as a release from it. As long as “self” is allowed to be part of our
thinking in salvation, we will continue to deny ourselves the ability of Jesus
Christ to actually rid us of the desire to sin.
Those who would choose to believe in the natural “goodness”
of mankind must examine the words and warnings of Peter and see where the
degeneration of self leads … even in spiritual leaders. We de-value grace when we assert self. We de-value grace when we choose to rely upon
forgiveness and never let Christ build upon that foundation, the transformation
of who we are. We de-value grace when we
become “content” with “who” we are, instead of aspiring to allow Jesus Christ
to remake us into “who” He intended we become.
There is so much more for us, than the clean slate we begin life with
post forgiveness. There is a life
without the pain of self-serving sin.
There is a life no longer bound by eyes full of adultery. There is a life where the idea of sinning no
longer appeals to us. There is a freedom
and happiness found in loving others like Jesus loves others. This is the life Peter wants us to find,
through the transforming love of Christ.
And it was important to Peter, that we were not deceived into de-valuing
the grace of our God.
And Peter had more yet to say …