“Knowing” but not “doing” provides an opportunity for
someone (usually your mom), to utter the phrase “shame on you”. As an example, you walk through the kitchen
spotting a sink full of dishes that need to be washed. Your mother is already busy with another
chore that needs doing around the house.
You know the dishes need to be cleaned.
You know your mom is busy. But
you keep on walking, preferring to do the thing you wanted to do, rather than
the thing that needs doing, that might otherwise help out your busy
mother. On Mother’s Day, your decision
seems particularly heinous. But you have
faced this same decision on many days before, and made the same one, till the
point now, where it hardly dawns on you what you “could” be doing to help out
your mother, if you only chose to. Shame
on you comes to mind.
And while shame usually conjures up feelings of guilt, from
heaven’s perspective it has another connotation. All those opportunities you had to serve your
family and your mother, where in fact, “opportunities” to serve. In heaven that is like gold, it is like
currency is here on earth. The
population of heaven is always looking for an opportunity to do something for
someone else that might have meaning or impact, or make their lives just a
little bit better. In heaven, there is
no greater task to do on anyone’s agenda than this. From the heavenly perspective the “shame” on
you, is your lost opportunity to serve.
They cannot fathom why anyone would simply keep on walking when they had
instead the glorious opportunity to do something for someone else that could
help out, or make their lives just a little bit better. Mom understands. Because your decision results in mom ever so
quietly doing the dishes, cleaning them for her family. She knows those dishes are bound to be dirty
again, almost as fast as she can clean them.
This does not dissuade her.
Because she loves her family, and she wants them eating from clean
plates, gaining the benefits of less germs, and the satisfaction in her heart,
that her love translates into service almost everywhere you look.
Sometimes it is harder on mom to serve, than she might let
on. Sometimes her human frailty makes it
painful for her to keep standing, to keep cleaning, to keep serving. But she continues on to the best of her
ability. As she ages this difficulty
will only increase. Each decision you
make to simply pass by those tasks you know need doing, whether she ever calls
your attention to them or not, are silent echoes of “shame on you” that should
be said, or at least noticed. We accept
her service. We come to expect it. We come to think of it, as if by magic, our
homes are homes. But it is not magic, or
elves, or gremlins, that make our homes a home, it is by the demonstration of
someone’s love. Shame on us, when that
demonstration lacks our participation.
We should know better. We should
do better. But examples that reveal what
we should know do not start and end in the home.
Matthew recorded one in his gospel intended for a Jewish
audience. The snippet he records cut
right to the quick of a Jewish heart in his day. It revealed no greater shame. The contrast was so striking, many would
prefer if it did not happen, but it did.
Picking up in the eighth chapter of his gospel starting in verse 5
Matthew begins telling the story of what happened saying … “And when Jesus was
entered into Capernaum, there came unto him a centurion, beseeching him,” Someone was denying the pecking order. Romans did not ask Jews for anything. If a Roman had a need, he could simply take
what he wanted, and if the Jew disagreed, he could voice his dissent from a
Roman cross, or behind a Roman whip.
Centurions were even higher up the food chain. Not only could a centurion take what he
wanted, he had the added benefit of 100 Roman soldiers to insure death and
destruction at the whim of his command.
But not so here, this one was different.
Matthew continues in verse 6 saying … “And saying, Lord, my
servant lieth at home sick of the palsy, grievously tormented.” OK now, we have really entered weirdo-wonderland
in this day-and-age. Not only is a Roman
centurion respectfully asking Jesus for something without a single hint of
force or consequences (a miracle unto itself), this Roman is worried about a
mere servant who is sick at his home.
Servants are nothing in this day-and-age. They are a dime a dozen. You can easily just pick someone and make
them a servant in your home, again, if they argue about it, they can voice
their dissent behind a Roman whip, or a Roman cross. To have a Roman care enough about a servant
to seek healing for him or her is beyond comprehension to the Jewish mind. They never do this. Well that is up to now. It would appear that the Holy Spirit can
enter Romans just as well as He enters Jews.
Jesus responds in verse 7 saying … “And Jesus saith unto
him, I will come and heal him.” The fall
down the rabbit hole continues. Here is
Jesus, not only willing to heal this servant He has never met, He is willing to
travel into a Roman’s home to do it. NO
other Rabbi would do this. NO other
Rabbi would even consider it. Nearly
every other Rabbi would be delighted to know the Roman is suffering, and would
love for them to get to experience what it is like to see someone they care
about suffer and perhaps die. Turnabout
is fair play in the Jewish mind, and in ours.
What goes around comes around.
All is fair in love and war. Pick
your expression. They all have a basis in
trying to screw the guy who is screwing you.
But not so with Jesus. Jesus
loves that servant and it is His will to heal them immediately. But beyond a healing, Jesus is willing to
enter a Roman home, bringing with Him Jewish honor and righteousness into a
Roman home, without a moment’s hesitation.
The centurion responds in verse 8 saying … “The centurion
answered and said, Lord, I am not worthy that thou shouldest come under my
roof: but speak the word only, and my servant shall be healed. [verse 9] For I
am a man under authority, having soldiers under me: and I say to this man, Go,
and he goeth; and to another, Come, and he cometh; and to my servant, Do this,
and he doeth it.” Finally! Some level of sanity is going to return to
this story. If Jesus does not understand
the social norms of having no Jew enter a Roman household, at least the Roman
gets it. But wait a minute, look closer,
look at why the Roman centurion responds as he does. He says to Jesus “I am not worthy”. Wow!
Someone sees their need. Someone
sees their own unrighteousness, and is afraid they may dishonor the reputation
of Jesus by rubbing their own misdeeds upon the righteous Christ should He enter
their doors. The Roman is concerned
about Jesus, and ashamed of himself.
The Roman does not want the honor of Jesus in his home, he
does not feel he deserves it. But wait,
he still has a solution. The Roman
understands chain of command, he knows when he issues an order, it will be
done, even if it is not done in his presence.
The centurion does not have to be present to witness the order being
carried out. He only has to give an
order, and it will be carried out, or the one who fails to do it, can ponder
his failure behind a Roman whip, or upon a Roman cross. So the centurion has a plan to figure this
out. But then too, his plan is based on
the idea that Jesus is “one” under authority.
Jesus is not just some ordinary Rabbi that people can choose to listen
to, or not. Jesus is the God behind the
church of all the Rabbi’s whether they choose to accept it or not. The centurion recognizes the authority of God
in the form of Jesus. Thus the centurion
knows his plan will work. Jesus has the
authority to give a command and it “will” be carried out. Not because any sort of whips or crosses are
behind it, but because the power of God Himself is behind it, which nothing can
stop or delay.
Then comes the beauty of transformation compared with those
who still rely upon self for salvation.
Jesus responds in verse 10 saying … “When Jesus heard it, he marvelled,
and said to them that followed, Verily I say unto you, I have not found so
great faith, no, not in Israel.” Matthew
says to his fellow Jews, to the bloodline of Abraham, to his fellow disciples …
shame on us. Jesus “marvels” at the
faith of the Roman, at the simplicity of what he asks, and at his own
recognition of his unworthiness to have God enter his home. Jesus points out, He has not found so great a
faith in all the people of Israel.
Yikes! A Roman, just out did
every other descendant of Abraham in a matter of faith. Even of those who call themselves His
disciples. How could this be? How could Jesus have said such a thing? What kind of shame does this heap on the
house of Israel, that a Roman has greater faith? And the gentle rebuke does not end here for
the Jews or for us.
Jesus continues in verse 11 saying … “And I say unto you,
That many shall come from the east and west, and shall sit down with Abraham,
and Isaac, and Jacob, in the kingdom of heaven. [verse 12] But the children of
the kingdom shall be cast out into outer darkness: there shall be weeping and
gnashing of teeth.” From my point of
view this text is awesome! For I am of
Nordic descent, and what it means to me, is that my bloodline is not held
against me, nor the pagan history of my ancestors, only that Jesus has extended
to me an offer of salvation, of transformation, of a perfection He will work
out within me if I will allow it. And
because of His grace, I will look one day across the table at the face of
Abraham whose faith inspires my own. I
will meet David, whose heart reflected the passion of our God. For if I meet them it will not be because I
earned it, but because He earned it on my behalf, and saved me from
myself. It will be through Jesus Christ
alone that this happens, or it will not happen at all. This is simply a statement of fact, not
intended as threat, but revealed as cause and effect. Only Jesus can save me, I cannot save me at
all.
Those children of bloodlines more closely linked to
Abraham. Of the seven other nations he
spawned before his death. Of Esau, and
the nations that descended from his loins.
Of Israel and the continued blood line of Abraham himself. The advantage of proximity is not a guarantee
either, only submission to Jesus Christ guarantees the seat at the table. A rejection of Jesus; defining him as a
prophet, or outstanding Rabbi, but not as a personal savior, leaves one in
darkness gnashing teeth for pain. The
universal commonality of false religion begins in the mirror, where one looks
to be good enough to be saved. Odin
recognizes that idea. Mohammed does as
well. Ganesh does as well. So does Buddha. And sadly, so do many many Christian
religions, denominations, and sects. Too
many Christians have relegated Jesus to the Being who died, rose, and
forgives; but the idea of Him perfecting
us from the inside out is foreign to them, and not based on any kind of real
submission. Too many Christians look to
the actions of a religious nature they pursue to save themselves.
We must attend church, read the Bible, pray daily, and be
“good” people to our neighbors. Outside
of that, we can have the hearts of a raging demoniac, and crave the things that
would destroy us, engaging in them, and then begging forgiveness. Ever in a cycle of sin-and-forgive, never
considering the idea of change, or re-creation; having lost faith that Jesus is
a Creator in the first place. But
putting aside our denominations for a moment, putting aside our race, and our
cultural heritage. It only takes one
thing to find salvation, it only takes a submission to Jesus Christ as our Lord
and Savior. A full surrender of our
desires, our will, our decisions to Him, leads to a perfection we begin to
slowly come to know, but are completely unable to explain. This is the difference of Christianity
against every other religion. Because
true Christianity is not based on self, it does not have the same results as
others do. It works. It transforms. And it leads us to become different, because
He makes us different.
Jesus does not forget the Roman in front of Him, for the
lesson He would teach His people then, or now, as he continues in verse 13
saying … “And Jesus said unto the centurion, Go thy way; and as thou hast
believed, so be it done unto thee. And his servant was healed in the selfsame
hour.” Imagine the impact upon the
Roman’s faith from this encounter.
Imagine the impact of the servants.
Only the Holy Spirit could have inspired the Roman to so love his
servant, that he would reach out to a Jew to find healing for him/her. Only the Holy Spirit could have convicted the
Roman of the surety of the authority of Jesus to carry inside of Him the voice
of God Himself. A Roman. A centurion at that. A person whose job would lead them to torture
Israelites, or at least unfairly treat the people of God. The persecutor was to be loved by God so
much, that the Holy Spirit would interact with him as well. If there were to ever be a dichotomy of good
and bad people, the Roman would have fallen on the bad side of that equation,
and yet his faith surpasses all those on the side of the good.
The lesson is clear for us.
There are no good and bad people in the world. We are all bad. And we are all in need of a Savior to save us
from who we are. This is the offer Jesus
makes. Jesus would take every person in
the world, no matter how bad, and redeem them unto Himself. He loves us all. He makes no division. And He accepts everyone, interacts with
everyone, and loves everyone with a passion we will never understand. Finally, He can save every one of us. Each of us.
You and me. He is the only God
offering to do so, and the only God able to follow through on that promise. By contrast, Odin expects me to earn my place
in Valhalla, dying a noble death in battle, soaked in the blood of my
enemies. The version of heaven Odin
understands is forevermore repeating the battles in heaven, dying each day,
resurrecting for the parties each night, and repeating the process for
infinity.
Jesus offers to perfect me for His kingdom. He soaked Himself in His own blood on behalf
of His enemies (including me). His idea
of Heaven is place where the exploration of love and discovery have no end, or
upper limits. The actions of love we
take in heaven are ones of service to make the lives of others just a little
bit better. There will be no “shame on
me” in His kingdom, because He bore all my shame, to exchange it for infinity
with me and Him together forever united.
The contrast is so striking it can barely be comprehended. My Jesus is my God. Odin is only myth, and sad myth at that. Jesus is interactive, not done with me yet,
but certainly working with me every day.
Jesus does that. Odin has never
lifted off the pages of history. Jesus
is here today. But it is not Odin I
fear. It is the man in the mirror,
finding a way to never truly submit to the Jesus I know can save me. Odin is not my enemy or the enemy of my Lord,
I am. My will is opposed to His
own. So I must learn to submit my will
to Jesus instead. What I want is in
opposition to Jesus, so I must learn to want to different things, by allowing
Jesus to change what I want. How I love
is dwarfed against what is possible, so I must learn to reflect the love of
Jesus through me, and begin to experience what love is really like. I give Jesus me, so that He can slay me, and
re-create His version of me. That is who
I wish to be, no clinging to the legacy of who I am today. I need to be rid of this me, that is what
salvation is all about … for me.
I hope to be the guy who never walks past a stack of dirty
dishes again. Not to avoid the shame of
it, but to experience the joy of service in it …